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    2014.09.17

    Last night I fixed a car problem on my own. Mind you, it wasn’t major. I filled all four tires with air that caused a notification warning light to turn off in my dash. You may think that’s nothing, but I was pretty proud of myself.

    I’ve realized that elevators are magical. Sure, they allow people to reach amazing heights in seconds. But to me, I find it mind blowing that as crazy as all of our lives are, at some point your life perfectly aligns with like eight people in one magic moment to take the same elevator. Seriously, think about how that in itself is a mini miracle. Fate brought all those people right next to you to the exact same spot and time as you.

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    "The higher philosophical man has solitude not because he wishes to be alone but because he is something that finds no equals."

    Friedrich Nietzsche, The Will to Power (via youngfolksociety)

    (Source: whyallcaps.us, via youngfolksociety)

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    thebombshelloasis:

Arianny Celeste

That jacket is HOT.

    thebombshelloasis:

    Arianny Celeste

    That jacket is HOT.

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    "Trust the vibes you get, energy doesn’t lie."

    (via bluedreaminq)

    (Source: shanharlin, via nightwing890)

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Wonder Woman 06 (1987)


How I feel about life lately.

    Wonder Woman 06 (1987)

    How I feel about life lately.

    (Source: laurakinnye, via lanalangss)

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    2014.09.15

    Is it weird that I am excited about the iPhone 6 Plus mainly because I feel it will lead to deeper, more thought provoking, and spontaneous journal entries?

    I am fucking excited about the landscape mode for my car though. I feel like the iPhone 6 Plus, as large as it may be, will really become my main, personal computer. Emphasis on personal.

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    2014.09.14

    This weekend turned out quite nice. For the most part, I had time away from work (I’m really pushing to have weekends off now so I can recharge) and I found time to enjoy where I live in the city. I saw Aziz Ansari across the street last night, and today I enjoyed a nice walk and meal at the Hard Rock (don’t judge - it sounds lame, but I will ALWAYS have a soft spot for that franchise. When I lived overseas in Europe, it was the only place I could actually have food that tasted like home). I was also able to spend some quality time with my nieces while they came over and “taught” me how to play Minecraft on my Xbox One. Not to mention I finally found time to beat the Watch_Dogs story campaign today. It was a long time coming.

    In less than happier news, it’s been over 3 months and I still can’t stop thinking about Ivana all the time. She is even seeping into all of my dreams lately. I hate it. I just want to escape from this pain. And it’s just made worse by knowing that at day one she never gave me another thought. I. am. pathetic. I often think of what I could have done better and it’s no way to live. It’s like an old ghost, looming and haunting over you all the time. Kind of reminds me of last night’s Doc Who.

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    2014.09.07

    I want to be the best at what I do. It’s why I joined up with my current company recently. I wanted to be in the big leagues. I wanted to challenge myself. But now, there is not a day that goes by where I am not terrified for myself. I guess it’s like they say. Careful what you wish for. You just may get it.

    But what makes someone successful (and by that I mean great at what they do and warranting professional respect from everyone around) is learning from mistakes and learning how to continually better themselves. I need to work on having plans. I need to work on contingency plans. I need to make sure I have a constant two week look ahead for my goals. And I need to let everyone be aware of these goals so they have plenty of notice and can stay on track.

    I need to be a better Bruce. I need to endure. Move past exhaustion. Develop a rhythm. Become elite. I need to not put off things I think I can do later. Because I really do want to be the best at what I do.

    In other news, I ended up having an amazing Saturday. I ended up eating the best lamb I’ve ever had in my life, stumbling upon Masterpiece Prowl (what luck!), and meeting the famous Kagney Lynn Karter, which ended up in a wonderful topless lap dance that I will never, ever forget.

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    jessicanigrifanblog:

first post


Greatest cosplay of all time. ALL TIME.

    jessicanigrifanblog:

    first post

    Greatest cosplay of all time. ALL TIME.

    (via itsnigri)

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    2014.08.23

    It’s been a weird year. I used to say 2014 was going to be year of the new. But if you had told me a year ago that I’d have a different job, a different car, a different apartment, a different city, different friends, and no longer have Ivana in my life, I would have looked at you like you were giving birth to dire wolves.

    I lucked out with the company I work for now. They are way beyond the top tier of what they do. Most days I feel like I’m Maverick in Top Gun flight school. I am the youngest by far, about 30 years, so everyone else has had time to get to that level. Everyone else has been working together for 15-20 years, so no one else has to prove themselves. But I have to prove myself on a whole new level. I feel like I am close to excelling, and this job let’s me be the boss of quite a few people. It’s just always different when you’re the youngest person by so many decades. Not to say I feel like I’m not fitting in. Right now I almost feel like I’m working with friends. But this job takes a lot of hours. I work 7 days a week, non stop. But it is rewarding, and the pay isn’t bad either.

    I move to Victory Ave in less than a week. I am so happy for the view I am about to have. Although the rent scares me. But this is just to help me train myself anyway. I just want to live there for a year as sort of a last hurrah. Then it’s saving as much as I can. And then design/build my own house. Who knows where I want it to be. I keep thinking a beach somewhere in Cali, but if Ivana isn’t around to help enjoy it, I don’t know if I’m going to be as happy there.

    I miss the hell out of Ivana. More so than any other person before. Plus I think it’s because I feel like it’s finally over. She chose someone else over me and it didn’t end well. I don’t know if I can ever recover from how it all went down. But I do miss her. She was always such a bright spot in my life. I loved her more than anything. She was the central power battery to my green lantern. There is this giant void left. I didn’t realize how used to her I had become. Sometimes I still constantly instictively pull out my phone to text her and then I remember. I guess that’s what happens when you’re used to talking to someone almost 24/7. She was such an amazing person. So much love and life spilling away from her. Always going on about the ocean, the moon, animals, pokemon. When she smiled, she always did it with her whole body. God, she was the most beautiful thing in the world when she smiled. She thought she was lame, but to me she was honestly the coolest person I’ve ever known. I looked at her like she was the one that put the stars and moon in the sky. Her birthday is tomorrow and it’s a day that makes everything a little rougher. I had something big planned for her. And something even bigger planned to celebrate both of our birthdays next year. I wanted to take her to Japan. I wanted to give her an expensive diamond necklace and a large, black hat to make her feel like Selina. But oh well. I hope the person she chose over me treats her well and makes her feel the way she wants to feel. I hope the guy knows he won the lotter against 7 billion other people out there.

    I feel like lately I’m having trouble saving money. I’m stressed and I think what I buy is going to help, but it really doesn’t. If anything, I always pick things that make me end up spending more money, like Masterpiece Transformers, haha. I’m supposed to be 32 years old, right?

    I forgot. I turned 32 last week. It’s amazing how times flies. I remember up until my 30th birthday, I would make my birthday something big. This year I didn’t even celebrate it. I was at work by 7 am. I don’t think anyone even remembered, except oddly my car dealership and a defensive driving course I took in 2010, haha. Maybe that’s what I need to focus on. My personal life.

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    Dat top of her back. 😍.

    Dat top of her back. 😍.

    (Source: stockingssexy)

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    It’s hard not to. She destroyed me.

    It’s hard not to. She destroyed me.

    (via nofatnowhip)

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    "I look for you in everyone."

    Six Word Story (via stevenbong)

    I do.

    (via light-shot)

    (Source: absentions, via light-shot)

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    "Missing you comes in waves. Tonight I’m drowning."

    Hannah Taylor, “Waves”. (via h-o-r-n-g-r-y)

    (via light-shot)

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    robinboys:

    the amount of comics i still have to read stresses me out

    (via lyrafay)

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